The best things in life are normally not ours

This post is dedicated to a certain someone that I know still visit this site ocassionally. I will not know when will you pop in to this site again. But hopefully it is not too late when you see this… For days I cannot sleep or study properly. When you gave up hope on me, I sort of shattered immediately. Only managing to keep it together to pass the coming exams. I have no idea how the future will hold after this, but I am very sure the changes that will happen are going to be big and drastic. My only hope is that it is a change that I hope for or else I will have to recover from this sickness alone again. The impact on me was really bigger than what I expected and I really cannot cope well with it anymore. I really hope I will not be so selfish again, if there ever will be a new encounter or if I will ever want it again…

Long updates

Well, I knew it from the first day that this blog would not be well maintained after my assignment ended. Some people still ping this site, so here are some updates:

1. Formatted my phone in February, lost all my photos with it as well. Sony Ericsson phones that uses internal memory instead of a memory card has a built-in flaw. When the memory is close to full, the phone’s operating system isn’t able to start… because by design, the phone’s OS uses the internal memory as well! Lesson learnt: Don’t overfill your phone with files.
2. Got an internship with a company which gives me RM1.8k. This is “rare” considering that most people get around 300-700 for theirs. Alternatively, still waiting for a reply from Infosys regarding their training program…
3. Flew through my final year project (FYP) in less than two weeks… again. Never learnt my lesson and do things last minute. Still managed to winged it off with the major part of my program written in 30 minutes flat…
4. Learnt that mah jong is a bad influence towards me since I simply can’t run away from it.
5. From that, I watched one of my housemates got so drunk that he was injected with drip solution to help his hangover. Good thing I don’t drink at all!
6. Found myself rewatching Charmed series. Made me want to go and live in San Francisco and wake up every morning facing the Golden Gate Bridge.
7. Still considering on the masters problem, though I have pretty much decided.
8. Last but not least, drop me some comments, so that I know this site is still active and worth updating.